Every time I begin to miss you, I remember I’m learning to move on. Every time I want to tell you something, I learn to grab my journal and pen. Every time I want to show you something, I make a video raving about it instead. Every time the night feels a little colder, I light a candle and pull my cardigan just a little tighter to me. Every time I have an urge of you, I try to fill the void with pieces of me. Every time I think about how I’m losing my best friend, I remember I’m getting to know myself instead. Every time I get excited for you to meet her, I remind myself you still won’t love her. Every time I just want you to be there, I tell myself that one day there’ll be someone better, who will outshine your shallow shadow.